RIP

Hello,long time no blog,paiseh paiseh >< Well,I am back to college again last Tuesday. I am having Moral,pattern making,illustration and fashion movement class now,it's gonna be hectic! >< Our final assignment for fashion movement -- fashion show. Too bad only 10 of us will be shortlisted out of 17 :( Gonna work hard for it,gambadeh! Will talk about the show more next time :)

Something had happened recently. My pet dog Jacky,he passed away on Monday morning. No one knows until my maid saw him not moving in his cage. I felt so sad,and I felt so bad and helpless. I did not spend much time with him. I miss him. He would bark whenever he sees strangers or my maid's friends,but now...there's nothing.

I was about to leave to 1U with my boyfriend to celebrate his birthday in advance. He came,and that's when I heard my maid shouting. I ran to backyard and I couldn't believe what I saw... He was not moving,and he didn't seemed alive anymore. I didn't know what to do,I burst into tears,and I couldn't stop myself from sobbing and crying. I freaked out. I didn't dare to look at him,I felt so sorry,I was so sad! I cried whenever I look at his body... We 'hi-ed' that morning,and then he was gone. It was too sudden,too sudden...

Ben hugged me and comforted me,he said that he is free to go anywhere he likes now,yes,he turned into an angel and I believe that he is enjoying his life with other doggy angels in heaven,playing happily. We buried him in front of my house,and I prayed. After that,we went for karaoke and we sang for 5 hours non-stop,my throat hurts,but I wanted to sing out loud,and again,I cried,and cried,and cried.

It's Friday today,and I am getting over it. I am not crying anymore,but whenever I think of it,I will tell myself that he is an angel now,he is in heaven. I should be happy for it,he will feel sad if he sees me upset. I have to stay strong and face the truth. Although he is not here with us anymore,but he will always be in our heart. Thanks for being with us for 9 years,thanks for everything you brought to our family,I am sorry for what we've not done enough for you. I will always think of you,please stay with us always :')

Sleep peacefully my dear Jacky,rest in peace... :')

Grandma cut his hair,so weird,hahaha...

Jacky,I love you,I miss you.

Steph

New semester,new life

Okay,so my brand new semester is starting tomorrow. Sad case huh? I hadn't been doing anything meaningful during this one month holiday,but I do enjoyed it. At least I need not to worry about deadlines and stuff. What have I gain in this holiday? Well,I think I am heavier *sobs* Hopefully I will lose a lil weight when college starts :)

My first class tomorrow -- Moral studies. Can anyone tell me whether it is interesting or not? I looked through my boyf's paper notes and I find them...weird and boring. I heard people saying that it is hard to score for this paper,is it true?

I went to watch 'Wrath of the Titans' with my boyf last Thursday. I was too lifeless and I had to do something,so yes,movie :P 

So that's the big boss. He's on fire. Lols.

The trailer was a bit scary because the monsters all look a bit disgusting,especially the saliva... If you ask me how the movie was? I would say,'Mmm,okay,can be more interesting'. But anyway,it is still not bad ^^ Can't wait to watch 'The Hunger Game'. I bet many of my friends have watched it,but I haven't :'( Hope to watch it on Wednesday,ohh yeah,it's a public holiday! XD

So we're gonna get our results back tomorrow *nervous!* >< Wish me luck people :P

 

New semester,new life. We're in semester 4,semester 5 or semester 4 part II? Confusing lol. Hopefully everything's gonna go on smoothly,I am gonna enjoy the whole of my life ;)

Aza aza hwaiting!!!

Cheers,

Steph

My holiday

Well,how do I spend my holiday? Gaah I feel quite upset because college is gonna reopen :'( I'm gonna cry? Hell no. I am gonna work hard,even harder,I promise to do my best ;) Go Steph,hwaiting!


Alrighty,back to the topic. How's my holiday,lols. I was just slacking myself at home last week,although I wanted to go out and have some nice,fresh air in the shopping mall... Oh,lemme correct it,I mean park,yes park :P I wanted to jog but I was lazy. Nevermind,forget about it.


I finished the Hong Kong drama -- On Call 36 Hours in a few days time. I was a nice drama,and I learn a lot about life :) The drama was okay in the beginning,but it became more exciting and nerve wrecking later. 

Watch it if you're free :)

Wuwuwu,I think I can't do this when my brand new semester starts next week :'(

Next,I have read a few books including one novel which was given by my boyfie. It is not weird to receive a book from your boyfriend,lol. I was just kind of shock,but happy shock ;) The book he bought for me was -- Bewitching. An interesting story I would say. I was addicted to the story. Thanks dear dear for the interesting book! Muaaa~ <3 And now,I am reading the book by Sophie Kinsella,'Remember me?'. Well I have bought this book long ago but I never touch it. I felt sorry for the book hehehe :P

Hmm,I guess I will be back for my book now,can't wait to finish it. I'll blog again soon okay? Stay tuned ;)

Peace out.

Steph