Went to Starplus for badminton with my darlings this morning.
I miss Starplus! X)
It's been a long time I hadn't touch my racket.
My body was all wet,I was satisfied. :)
Decided to go for a jog next morning,hopefully tomorrow will be a sunny day,unlike this greyish morning.
The result of my painting for the art exam 2 weeks ago is finally 'baked'.
I get 70 out of 100,hahah,PASS!
But it doesn't effect anything bcuz I have to stick to my level until I sit for the SPM.
I wanna be the first student who make it to the top level in my center.
I wanna break the record.^^
Finally,I get myself a pair of new school shoes as my previous 'twos' were spoiled and have HOLES!
You can see my socks when I lift my leg up. XD
Whenever it rains,my whole shoe will be drowned in flash floods.
Was kinda emo just now.
I am now having 2 new tuition classes for another 2 subjects which are History and Add maths at Cekap.
It's on Sunday at 3pm for Add maths and Wednesday at 6.20pm for History.
I cried in the center just now.
I feel scared and worried.
That was my first time entering Cekap which is a totally new environment for me.
Mum will have to come back earlier every Wednesday to solve the transport problem.
My Sunday isn't going to be happy anymore.
I am having different extra classes everyday. :(
Whenever I think of SPM,my tears will start flowing down and my heart will start to worry.
My mind couldn't stop thinking and thinking until I couldn't have good naps.
I couldn't!
I wanna take some rest after the stupid exam but there're many many things waiting for my to complete!
I haven't even touch any of my homework until now.
How am I going to cope with them since I am so not a hardworking and undetermined person??
I always tell myself that I can do it for sure,be tough and have faith.
No...They doens't work for me anymore...
I need somebody to talk to,but I have no one.
I wanna talk to him,but he's busy outside.
I wanna talk to her,but she wanna spend time with her dad as he will be going back to China tomorrow.
What to do?
My stomach,again is a problem.
I was controlling my tears very hard so that anyone will not see them.
Suddenly,I realised that I am not a tough girl at all.
I am a girl who always rely on people.
It's too much Steph,too much.
Exam's on 19th May,exam again,again!!
I wanna swim,so I can cry as much as I want without anybody's knowing.
I think I might be thinking to much.
I need more time.
I need fresh air.
I need to complete my homework by tomorrow.
And start attending Add maths class tomorrow.
Many people are doing to same thing which I am going to do soon.
I need to get myself calmed,play less,think positive,and start living a 'proper' form 5 life.
He's going to college soon in May,I feel... :(
Ahhh...I feel so good with tears on my cheeks.
I am still me,the same me,the one who loves to laugh and being crazy.
Just be tough girl,everyone is same like me,you are not alone and there's nothing to be scared,right?
Bloggie,my dustbin,feel so good after throwing everything into your big stomach.
Let's finish the 2 essays and the clothes designs tonight.
Oh,it's a long blog writing today.
Kay,see ya.
xoxo smile
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
I wish I could
I wish I could stop the rain.
I wish I could stop the pain in my stomach.
I wish I could fall asleep.
I wish I could answer the Chemistry test later.
I wish I could fix the handle of the water heater.
I wish I could get a pair of new specs.
I wish I could finish my homework by tomorrow.
I wish I could make my dreams come true.
I wish I could have a swing.
I wish I could raise a tiger.
I wish I could own a piece of land.
I wish I could have baby sisters.
I wish I could have nice teeth.
I wish I could eat as much as I like.
I wish I could be by your side.
because i miss u ♥
I wish I could stop the pain in my stomach.
I wish I could fall asleep.
I wish I could answer the Chemistry test later.
I wish I could fix the handle of the water heater.
I wish I could get a pair of new specs.
I wish I could finish my homework by tomorrow.
I wish I could make my dreams come true.
I wish I could have a swing.
I wish I could raise a tiger.
I wish I could own a piece of land.
I wish I could have baby sisters.
I wish I could have nice teeth.
I wish I could eat as much as I like.
I wish I could be by your side.
because i miss u ♥
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Today was a fairy tale ♥
Finally,the exam's over.
No more sleepless nights! No more waking up at 3's and 4's!
NO MORE!
Err...Don't be so happy,there's another 3 weeks long exam waiting for us.
ARGH,I hate it.
Just woke up from sleep on the sofa,dizzy.
After recess,many stuffs came and see me.
'Complete me!' They said. :(
There's a Sivik project which have be done by next Tues.
An art project which involves many pelan thingy,and I am still wondering what was Puan Goh talking about in the class just now.
I mean err,her explanations for the art project.
Actually there's supposed to be a presentation from Chinese Club who the choreographer is me.
Pikyin,there's for your help,I am not going to squeeze my brain anymore!
Muackss! XD AIKS.
Tummy-ache. :I
Guess what,I have been sleeping with books and clothes on my bed for weeks.
Grandma's not at home for a month,the bed's mine! X)
She will be coming back this Sunday,yaiks,my big bed...
I love my way of sleeping,with books.
Hah,I don't care as long as I could find them whenever I need them.
Exam's creepy.
It makes me look ugly,it's torturing me.
There's a prove,panda eyes.
The conclusion is --
I CAN NOW SAY BYE BYE TO PANDA EYES !!
Mum's back earlier,we are going to shop for food at Jusco! XD
As today is member day,muahaha,how could I,I mean we miss this great opportunity not to fight for food?
Err...Althought I am not sure whether there's any... :P
Violin class tonight,okay,decieded not to practise before attending it.
T
O
D
O
L
I
S
T >> a mask tonight before I sleep
Look,it's PARTY TIME.
Y A Y !!
Okie,gotta go now,sleep well tonight peepoo.
With lotza love,
steph♥xoxo
No more sleepless nights! No more waking up at 3's and 4's!
NO MORE!
Err...Don't be so happy,there's another 3 weeks long exam waiting for us.
ARGH,I hate it.
Just woke up from sleep on the sofa,dizzy.
After recess,many stuffs came and see me.
'Complete me!' They said. :(
There's a Sivik project which have be done by next Tues.
An art project which involves many pelan thingy,and I am still wondering what was Puan Goh talking about in the class just now.
I mean err,her explanations for the art project.
Actually there's supposed to be a presentation from Chinese Club who the choreographer is me.
Pikyin,there's for your help,I am not going to squeeze my brain anymore!
Muackss! XD AIKS.
Tummy-ache. :I
Guess what,I have been sleeping with books and clothes on my bed for weeks.
Grandma's not at home for a month,the bed's mine! X)
She will be coming back this Sunday,yaiks,my big bed...
I love my way of sleeping,with books.
Hah,I don't care as long as I could find them whenever I need them.
Exam's creepy.
It makes me look ugly,it's torturing me.
There's a prove,panda eyes.
The conclusion is --
I CAN NOW SAY BYE BYE TO PANDA EYES !!
Mum's back earlier,we are going to shop for food at Jusco! XD
As today is member day,muahaha,how could I,I mean we miss this great opportunity not to fight for food?
Err...Althought I am not sure whether there's any... :P
Violin class tonight,okay,decieded not to practise before attending it.
T
O
D
O
L
I
S
T >> a mask tonight before I sleep
Look,it's PARTY TIME.
Y A Y !!
Okie,gotta go now,sleep well tonight peepoo.
With lotza love,
steph♥xoxo
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Guilty
Aiks...I shouldn't have been answering him in a short time yesterday.
I should think twice. >.<
I wanna go,and I wish that I could be there too.
But I rejected cuz I don't wanna spoil everything up.
Hahah,spoil everything up?
Why will I?
I am so stupid.
Today is the last day to give confirmation.
I should have discussed with him last night. :(
Should I tell him about this?
Is it too late to tell him about this?
Will he turn mad or unhappy when he hears it?
I don't know.
A
R
G
H...what should I do?
:(
I should think twice. >.<
I wanna go,and I wish that I could be there too.
But I rejected cuz I don't wanna spoil everything up.
Hahah,spoil everything up?
Why will I?
I am so stupid.
Today is the last day to give confirmation.
I should have discussed with him last night. :(
Should I tell him about this?
Is it too late to tell him about this?
Will he turn mad or unhappy when he hears it?
I don't know.
A
R
G
H...what should I do?
:(
OMG
OMG.
I forgot what's the meaning of Y-INTERCEPT!
When My.Yap was emphasising the word 'y-intercept',I still couldn't get it.
Dam it,I am so stupid and dum.
When the bell rang,LK,Chiehyin and Shanhoe came and be my 'informations supplier'.
At last,I 'finished' my paper in front of Mr.Yap.
I was scared as I was writing the answers 'provided' by them down into the paper when he was collecting the others'.
I bet he saw it,but I know that he will not take actions.
I felt bad,I am shameful to see him for being a not-knowing-what's-y-intercept student of his. :(
Attended BM tuition class with sleepy panda eyes at 3.
My eyes were forced to be opened and stay focus.
It was suffering.
I am going to sleep early tonight,I wanna finish studying and memorising moral as fast as I could!
Finally,my 11-days-of-exam-schedule is going to be SHOEWW! away from my mind.
My freedom,my bed,my night,my world.^^
Can't wait to finish the very last paper tomorrow,can't wait to see him! X)
Celebration for the ending of the environmental unfriendly a.k.a. hell exam.
Gosh,I am hungry.
Gotta go,all the best to all Malurians!
Go go go for the LAST PAPER! XD
Oppsie! MALURIANS* :)
xoxo
kinda addicted to the song i got you by leona lewis
I forgot what's the meaning of Y-INTERCEPT!
When My.Yap was emphasising the word 'y-intercept',I still couldn't get it.
Dam it,I am so stupid and dum.
When the bell rang,LK,Chiehyin and Shanhoe came and be my 'informations supplier'.
At last,I 'finished' my paper in front of Mr.Yap.
I was scared as I was writing the answers 'provided' by them down into the paper when he was collecting the others'.
I bet he saw it,but I know that he will not take actions.
I felt bad,I am shameful to see him for being a not-knowing-what's-y-intercept student of his. :(
Attended BM tuition class with sleepy panda eyes at 3.
My eyes were forced to be opened and stay focus.
It was suffering.
I am going to sleep early tonight,I wanna finish studying and memorising moral as fast as I could!
Finally,my 11-days-of-exam-schedule is going to be SHOEWW! away from my mind.
My freedom,my bed,my night,my world.^^
Can't wait to finish the very last paper tomorrow,can't wait to see him! X)
Celebration for the ending of the environmental unfriendly a.k.a. hell exam.
Gosh,I am hungry.
Gotta go,all the best to all Malurians!
Go go go for the LAST PAPER! XD
Oppsie! MALURIANS* :)
xoxo
kinda addicted to the song i got you by leona lewis
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
☮
Keke,I have just studied 2 experiments. :P
I was dam lazy and tired which made me feel like throwing the books onto the floor and stampede them.
Anyway,I am VERY glad that exam's gonna end soon.
2 more days to go~!! Hee Haa!
The Physics paper today were SUCK.
Paper 2? Hard for me.
Paper 1? I know the equations,but I couldn't find the answers.
Finally,my shotgun has shown itself up.
Bang Bang Bang!!
Tembak the calculations questions.
My lunch were wasabi peas and 1/10 tin of coke.
Hahah,very 'satisfying'.
That's why my pig tummy is making so much noise right now.
'Hey! Where's my food??!'
Can't wait for the arrival of Thursday.
After Thursday,my temporary freedom will come back to me. :)
Nobody can be free,nobody.
Every human beings are bonded by a very special bond.
What is so special with that 'bond'??
Hmm...I shall pronounce it as the 'life bond'.
Well,when one is still a baby,the parents will be taking care of'em until they grow up.
When a person has 'upgraded' to become a pupil or a student,homework and exams will be following you non-stop.
Tadika,primary school,secondary,tertiary,quarternary,hah! XD
Besides,tuition classes,small tests,love stories will join'em at the same time.
'Exams' will not end after you graduate in high schools with high educations.
Interviews,trials,general knowledge tests will be the next part of your working life.
Besides,pressure,insurances,cars,houses,marriage,children,there're countless 'tests' that we will have to be facing in the future.
When you are old enough or rich enough to stop working and enjoy the rest of your life,health problem will knock your door.
Hahah,they are just a brief conclusion,it's just a very little tiny tiny miny part of so called 'life'.
Complete freedom?
Not the bond of life.
Why am I talking about this topic?? O.O
Alright,let's end here.
Dinner,here I come. :)
LUCKS folks.
xoxo
☮
I was dam lazy and tired which made me feel like throwing the books onto the floor and stampede them.
Anyway,I am VERY glad that exam's gonna end soon.
2 more days to go~!! Hee Haa!
The Physics paper today were SUCK.
Paper 2? Hard for me.
Paper 1? I know the equations,but I couldn't find the answers.
Finally,my shotgun has shown itself up.
Bang Bang Bang!!
Tembak the calculations questions.
My lunch were wasabi peas and 1/10 tin of coke.
Hahah,very 'satisfying'.
That's why my pig tummy is making so much noise right now.
'Hey! Where's my food??!'
Can't wait for the arrival of Thursday.
After Thursday,my temporary freedom will come back to me. :)
Nobody can be free,nobody.
Every human beings are bonded by a very special bond.
What is so special with that 'bond'??
Hmm...I shall pronounce it as the 'life bond'.
Well,when one is still a baby,the parents will be taking care of'em until they grow up.
When a person has 'upgraded' to become a pupil or a student,homework and exams will be following you non-stop.
Tadika,primary school,secondary,tertiary,quarternary,hah! XD
Besides,tuition classes,small tests,love stories will join'em at the same time.
'Exams' will not end after you graduate in high schools with high educations.
Interviews,trials,general knowledge tests will be the next part of your working life.
Besides,pressure,insurances,cars,houses,marriage,children,there're countless 'tests' that we will have to be facing in the future.
When you are old enough or rich enough to stop working and enjoy the rest of your life,health problem will knock your door.
Hahah,they are just a brief conclusion,it's just a very little tiny tiny miny part of so called 'life'.
Complete freedom?
Not the bond of life.
Why am I talking about this topic?? O.O
Alright,let's end here.
Dinner,here I come. :)
LUCKS folks.
xoxo
☮
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