I am back! My pc is back!
finally,I had suffered for 2 days,and you are back!
My darling,I missed you so much!
I missed everything so so much!
Bloggie,I missed you too~! X3
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4th of may
It's my dad's BIG day and as usual,I gave him 'birthday notes' + a Forrero Roche.
Was having a bad mood in the evening and I had forgotten why.
Tuition was tiring,but I was trying very hard to stay awake and to understand what he was teaching.
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5th of May
What a bad mood day I had.
I just couldn't smile when I was alone.
So,no smiley face at home,not at all.
Slept very late at night,or I should say,in the mid of the night.
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6th of May
Could hardly woke up in the morning with my heavy eyes.
I turned better and I was glad.
Guess what? We were having PJ class!
It has been a long time I hadn't been in my PJ suit.
I felt good~
We played basketball.
Ehem! No boucing of the ball,and zero movements of our legs.
Well,I got hit twice before teacher came,who threw the ball?!
Hahah,just kidding.
Why twice? The ball was first hit my back and it bounced to my head!
Of course,it hit my head second.
I played for 2 rounds continously,I wanted to sweat so much as you see,I am becoming fat due to the large intake of food. XP
And again,I felt good after sweating.
I did try my very best to catch the ball without screaming or shouting.
I managed to pass the ball for several times too! ( Although I couldn't do aiming for the first time :P )
Besides,I enjoyed washing dishes yesterday.
Hahah,I was doing a BIG help for my maid,so kind of me!
I helped washing for 3 times,however triple of them made my palms dry. :(
Violin class was great,but there's a thing which distracts me whenever it popped out into my mind.
I will be performing at the end of November?
Which means SPM??!!!
The first reaction I gave her was 'What??! I will be having my SPM!'
Then she said,'The chance is in your hands. Besides,do you want lock yourself studying on your bed and not doing anything else besides holding a book?'
Oh God,okay,I will perform,but please be on a Saturday...>.<
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7th of May
Yeeyup,it's today.
My darling pc is finally back home!
It's back to me,c'mon sweet heart,gimme a big bear hug!
There's a talk during Mr.Tham & Puan Afipah's periods.
It was about 'hats'.
The talk wasn't boring but it was fun! XD
I was so glad not to feel sleepy,not even a little.
After that,get to 'tidy up' the library.
My gosh,the books are made of dust,there're dust flying everywhere in the air!
People sing 'love is in the air',I sing 'dust is in the air'.
I was arranging reference books and dictionaries,they took me plenty of time to finish them.
Luckily I have my dear frieds to help me,thanks honeys.^^
Sweating was one of the 'acticity' we were conducting at the same time too.
Well,that's my 'stories of my history'.
Gotta go get my pet money right now.
Ahhh...My pc is back...
My life is miserable without pc,can you imagine what will life be without a pc?
Hahah,sorry for being hyperbolic. :P
Time to say bye.
B - Benjamin
Y - you're my
E - eternal love
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xoxo
Friday, May 7, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Moody
Okay,may not be going to 'Tour' cuz many things had happened.
:'(
The weather was hot in the afternoon,was having lunch with him at McD.
Thank God that it rains in the evening,but it was still hot.
School was as usual,nothing much.
Tiles of homework undone,and that's sad.
Oh yea,forgot to mention that I went to 1U last Sunday and managed to get some clothes included 2 tops and 2 dresses,and a necklace.
They aren't expensive so I just grabbed them wihtout much hestitations.
Saw MyFM DJ Royce,Choo Hou Ren performing and kids fashion show.
Alright,I have to smile and make myself happy.
Come'on girl,smile.
Smile? :(
:'(
The weather was hot in the afternoon,was having lunch with him at McD.
Thank God that it rains in the evening,but it was still hot.
School was as usual,nothing much.
Tiles of homework undone,and that's sad.
Oh yea,forgot to mention that I went to 1U last Sunday and managed to get some clothes included 2 tops and 2 dresses,and a necklace.
They aren't expensive so I just grabbed them wihtout much hestitations.
Saw MyFM DJ Royce,Choo Hou Ren performing and kids fashion show.
Alright,I have to smile and make myself happy.
Come'on girl,smile.
Smile? :(
Monday, May 3, 2010
'Shock'nya !!
OMG,he fetched me back home and my dad and maid saw it! XO
Normally,I will walk a short distance after he stopped to aviod my family to see the situation but...
They asked me why not he stop me in front of our house and I was like...
I simply answered them.
Nothing much to be worried about,if they are suspicious,let it be.
I know what I want the most. :)
The weather is very hot although it's more 7.21pm in the evening.
I could not stop sweating.
Yuck. :S
Nothing much to post today,gtg,oppsie,Uncle Larry soon.^^
Bye people,bye darlings,bye honey,bye sayang.
xoxo
Iloveyou♥
Normally,I will walk a short distance after he stopped to aviod my family to see the situation but...
They asked me why not he stop me in front of our house and I was like...
I simply answered them.
Nothing much to be worried about,if they are suspicious,let it be.
I know what I want the most. :)
The weather is very hot although it's more 7.21pm in the evening.
I could not stop sweating.
Yuck. :S
Nothing much to post today,gtg,oppsie,Uncle Larry soon.^^
Bye people,bye darlings,bye honey,bye sayang.
xoxo
Iloveyou♥
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Makan Makan Makan
OMG,keep on eating these days until I don't dare to stand onto the weighing machine. >.<
Yesterday,Uncle David and family came to celebrate dad's coming very soon birthday.
Again,we did the same thing as usual,eat big big.
And again,we went to our 'old place',Mei Gai Yuen restaurant.
And again,shark fins.
But I wasn't having it cuz I wanted to prepared for our next round -- supper at Moe de cafe. XD
Gosh,have you eaten sharks? I said,shark's flesh and body?
Yea la,meat la.
They ordered for us and I did not touch the plate,not even a small tiny piece of it!
It's so cruel,they killed baby sharks and cooked them. :(
Let me tell you,there're 100 millions of sharks were being killed innocently for the goods and fins.
And yet they cooked baby sharks!
Dad says,if we don't play the role of predator,we will be the prey at last.
It sounds great huh?
Maybe that's true,it's a natural life cycle,to be eaten,or to eat.
I am sorry sharkies! X'O
After dinner,we went to Moe De Cafe for supper!
It was filled with people and we could hardly get a seat.
We were too full to eat anymore,so we ordered drinks only.
I finished reading a comic.^^
Erm...The waitress there were dressed in maid costumes. Not bad.
I would love to do a part time job there after SPM. XD
It's so near to my house and I can get to wear on those cute little dress.
Wooo,I want! XP
Oh yea,they threw us a suprise too.
We brought a cake there.
When we were 'conducting' our own business,suddenly the lights were turned off and birthday song were turned on.
A waitress came with the candles lighted on cake and everyone cheered for us,our table soon became everybody's attraction!
Paiseh la,but dad's more paiseh. XD
Yay,might be going to 1U later,I think we will all be going.^^
Dad's in a good mood and that's great.
Poor fingers caused by guitar!
Steph's production.
Earthwormie! XD
Teehee~
The cake!
Hahah,it's not my birthday. XD
Morning people. :)
Flower girl♥
Alright,that's all for now.
Gotta go,Yes,1U,I am coming!
Good morning and bye.♥
xoxo
Yesterday,Uncle David and family came to celebrate dad's coming very soon birthday.
Again,we did the same thing as usual,eat big big.
And again,we went to our 'old place',Mei Gai Yuen restaurant.
And again,shark fins.
But I wasn't having it cuz I wanted to prepared for our next round -- supper at Moe de cafe. XD
Gosh,have you eaten sharks? I said,shark's flesh and body?
Yea la,meat la.
They ordered for us and I did not touch the plate,not even a small tiny piece of it!
It's so cruel,they killed baby sharks and cooked them. :(
Let me tell you,there're 100 millions of sharks were being killed innocently for the goods and fins.
And yet they cooked baby sharks!
Dad says,if we don't play the role of predator,we will be the prey at last.
It sounds great huh?
Maybe that's true,it's a natural life cycle,to be eaten,or to eat.
I am sorry sharkies! X'O
After dinner,we went to Moe De Cafe for supper!
It was filled with people and we could hardly get a seat.
We were too full to eat anymore,so we ordered drinks only.
I finished reading a comic.^^
Erm...The waitress there were dressed in maid costumes. Not bad.
I would love to do a part time job there after SPM. XD
It's so near to my house and I can get to wear on those cute little dress.
Wooo,I want! XP
Oh yea,they threw us a suprise too.
We brought a cake there.
When we were 'conducting' our own business,suddenly the lights were turned off and birthday song were turned on.
A waitress came with the candles lighted on cake and everyone cheered for us,our table soon became everybody's attraction!
Paiseh la,but dad's more paiseh. XD
Yay,might be going to 1U later,I think we will all be going.^^
Dad's in a good mood and that's great.
Poor fingers caused by guitar!
Steph's production.
Earthwormie! XD
Teehee~
The cake!
Hahah,it's not my birthday. XD
Morning people. :)
Flower girl♥
Alright,that's all for now.
Gotta go,Yes,1U,I am coming!
Good morning and bye.♥
xoxo
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Tears drop on my guitar
Had a fight with my dad just now.
We quarreled just because of mummy who drove the car into the compound which had be cleaned and washed by him.
He raised his volume up in front of mummy,oh my God,that's just a super small case,he got angry just because of that?
Wth is his brain keeping? Shit?
What a wonderful morning,but it's being destroyed by him.
Well,bro and I were trying to talk agaisnt him saying it's alright,nothing serious.
We got mad as well,his attitude,his 'manly' attitude,we hate it.
Can't you just lower down your volume when you are talking with your family members??
Okay,you have told XZ to tell mummy not to drive in the car and park it outside.
What's so serious if she forgot and accidentally drove the car into his washed compound?!
Will the earth die? Will he die?
It's just a small matter,he thought everyone's like him? A genius?
I always wished that I could be like him,having an intellegent brain,but I don't!
So? You can order me like a robot?
What if I wanted to finish my biscuits first then only arrange the newspapers?
I heard him,I just wanted to finish my food first,I am willing to do it.
What? You thought that I am not willing to do?
You want me to do what you have ORDERED first then only can continue doing what I was doing?
I am not your robot!
I heard what you said!
I am still respecting you,always.
You want me to follow your principal? You said yes!
What now? You are the terrorist and we have to surrender under your fist?
Shut up! That's your principal!
What can you expect things from different people which aren't like you?
I am me,myself. I have to protect myself from being hurt.
Is doing you orders late will kill someone?
You say yes and I have to follow? What if I don't like it?
What if it hurts me? What if I am not willing to? Oh!
You will open your big mouth and start talking craps?!
What are you?! You are my beloved father!
What had made your mood swung? Just because of the car thingy and the newspaper?
Hot temper you have,we all know.
But we have temper too,you thought you're the only one who can fight in this world?
I was hurt when you said I must follow and finish what you have ordered.
I said I am his daughter! You are ordering your daughter?? He said yes!
Stop being self centered.
I really wanted to fight against it because it swung my mood and my mind off,but I was too weak,tears aren't the best defence,but can't I stop them from flowing down from my eyes.
I don't wanna be weak,I cried because of these small cases.
I was willing to help cleaning your floor again,but you said I know nothing!
And you were suspicious that I was not willing to do it!
I am a part of this family,I will do whatever you asked,but not by sticking with your principal.
Daddy,you are a strong person.
I know that you have been through harsh things,you are experienced.
But I am not as good as you,I am still 16 turning 17,I have to learn.
I am not mad,but I was.
After thinking,maybe he's annoyed by somethings these days?
He's sad with something? He got mad easily because of them?
I have no idea. But I know that I was wrong.
I shouldn't raise my volume,but I couldn't control my temper.
I will fight against things I feel bad with,unlike mummy.
Mummy loves you dad,she loves us.
I understand what you feel,but there no reason why you should start scolding right?
Human beings do wrong,we all do.
I know that you are perfectimistic,you want everything to be in order,perhaps your order.
But things will go wrong often. Nothing is perfect.
I am sorry dad,I did not mean it.
Did you mean what you have said? You don't,I know you were just head off something.
I tried to analyse and understand the situation just now,I found that we are both wrong.
They were only small cases,don't be fear to face him darling.
I am feeling much better now,and I am able to think.
Dad,I wish that you could think too,I know you will feel the same way like me.
Just wanna tell you that I will love you as how I love myself.
But don't get mad easily,we don't like it.
Alright,no heart feelings,and we will be as happy as usual.
That's all for now,good morning everybody. :)
Bye.
xoxo
Let's have peace
We quarreled just because of mummy who drove the car into the compound which had be cleaned and washed by him.
He raised his volume up in front of mummy,oh my God,that's just a super small case,he got angry just because of that?
Wth is his brain keeping? Shit?
What a wonderful morning,but it's being destroyed by him.
Well,bro and I were trying to talk agaisnt him saying it's alright,nothing serious.
We got mad as well,his attitude,his 'manly' attitude,we hate it.
Can't you just lower down your volume when you are talking with your family members??
Okay,you have told XZ to tell mummy not to drive in the car and park it outside.
What's so serious if she forgot and accidentally drove the car into his washed compound?!
Will the earth die? Will he die?
It's just a small matter,he thought everyone's like him? A genius?
I always wished that I could be like him,having an intellegent brain,but I don't!
So? You can order me like a robot?
What if I wanted to finish my biscuits first then only arrange the newspapers?
I heard him,I just wanted to finish my food first,I am willing to do it.
What? You thought that I am not willing to do?
You want me to do what you have ORDERED first then only can continue doing what I was doing?
I am not your robot!
I heard what you said!
I am still respecting you,always.
You want me to follow your principal? You said yes!
What now? You are the terrorist and we have to surrender under your fist?
Shut up! That's your principal!
What can you expect things from different people which aren't like you?
I am me,myself. I have to protect myself from being hurt.
Is doing you orders late will kill someone?
You say yes and I have to follow? What if I don't like it?
What if it hurts me? What if I am not willing to? Oh!
You will open your big mouth and start talking craps?!
What are you?! You are my beloved father!
What had made your mood swung? Just because of the car thingy and the newspaper?
Hot temper you have,we all know.
But we have temper too,you thought you're the only one who can fight in this world?
I was hurt when you said I must follow and finish what you have ordered.
I said I am his daughter! You are ordering your daughter?? He said yes!
Stop being self centered.
I really wanted to fight against it because it swung my mood and my mind off,but I was too weak,tears aren't the best defence,but can't I stop them from flowing down from my eyes.
I don't wanna be weak,I cried because of these small cases.
I was willing to help cleaning your floor again,but you said I know nothing!
And you were suspicious that I was not willing to do it!
I am a part of this family,I will do whatever you asked,but not by sticking with your principal.
Daddy,you are a strong person.
I know that you have been through harsh things,you are experienced.
But I am not as good as you,I am still 16 turning 17,I have to learn.
I am not mad,but I was.
After thinking,maybe he's annoyed by somethings these days?
He's sad with something? He got mad easily because of them?
I have no idea. But I know that I was wrong.
I shouldn't raise my volume,but I couldn't control my temper.
I will fight against things I feel bad with,unlike mummy.
Mummy loves you dad,she loves us.
I understand what you feel,but there no reason why you should start scolding right?
Human beings do wrong,we all do.
I know that you are perfectimistic,you want everything to be in order,perhaps your order.
But things will go wrong often. Nothing is perfect.
I am sorry dad,I did not mean it.
Did you mean what you have said? You don't,I know you were just head off something.
I tried to analyse and understand the situation just now,I found that we are both wrong.
They were only small cases,don't be fear to face him darling.
I am feeling much better now,and I am able to think.
Dad,I wish that you could think too,I know you will feel the same way like me.
Just wanna tell you that I will love you as how I love myself.
But don't get mad easily,we don't like it.
Alright,no heart feelings,and we will be as happy as usual.
That's all for now,good morning everybody. :)
Bye.
xoxo
Let's have peace
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