Got my SPM result today & I'm not really happy with it. Sigh,I wish I could be smarter :( I felt happy for my friends who got excellent results,they are great. Okay,I shall reveal my result now.
I got 7 As' for SPM. I was aiming for 8 & I was like,expecting for it. But I was disappointed. I took 10 subjects. If,if the other 3 subjects aren't that bad,I will feel happy,but they are that bad. I did not get A for Physics ( which I thought I can get an A for it ),Chemistry ( I don't dare to see Mr.Tham & Mr.Kent anymore ),and Add Maths,which is my worse subject. I was so sad and I cried for a few times. I cried in Pn.Teh and Emily's arms. I cried when I was calling my parents. I cried when I was talking to Kalye's mum.
After hanging out with my friends,I felt much better. Thanks to them. I am glad that my daddy and mummy are actually happy with my results,they told me that I've already done well,as long as I did my very best,it's more than enough,and I need not to feel sad for it. Yeah,they are right,what I have to do now id to look forward and think of my future. Isn't my future more important than this little thing? Hahaha...is it little or? Whatever.
I am satisfy with my result,at least I did my best. Maybe I shouldn't expect too high. SPM is not everything,yeap. I don't know how to imform my Chemistry tuition teacher Mr.Kent. I scared I'll disappoint him,I think he will be disappointed with my result :( Now I feel better after blogging. Yay,dump all the thrash away from my mind~
Olala,go play games now. Ciao.